Waneshka Mendez
05/12/2024
English110
Prof. Lobell
Self-Assessment Essay
I do not really know what to talk about, but this is a common occurrence when it comes to writing assignments. I often find myself staring at a blank page with just a simple heading and my name on it. Waiting for something to come to my head, I do not know what I am waiting for, whether it is a stroke of genius or inspiration. I feel as if I am a painter who is staring at a blank canvas not knowing where to put the first stroke or what color to start with. I just sit there with these thoughts that swirl around in my head, not knowing what direction it is that I want to take when it comes to my work. Should I just start typing away and hope that it makes sense, and I am able to get a good grade on it? Or do I want to take my time to deliver a piece that I can take a sense of pride in and have some appreciation for? Even right now as I struggle to complete this assignment, I do not know what I want to do. Whether or not I want to just ramble on and hope that eventually I stumble along a path that hopefully takes me down the right road. I often find myself just rambling about nothing in these documents hoping that it makes sense and has some type of cohesion.
I have not always been the writer that I am today, at an early age I would just take the effortless way out of everything. I would just string together sentences that corresponded to the prompt I was given and take whatever grade I was given. I always had some type of justification for it as well, a grade is better than nothing. At least I put something down and I cannot get an automatic F because at least I put something down. It has taken a lot of struggle and self-reflection for me to be the writer that I am today. While I have much to learn from and I still make simple mistakes, I am proud to say that I have improved dramatically in the way that I write. I no longer just put words on a document to get a grade, I go back and read my work and make sure that I am one hundred percent satisfied with the work that I have done. Even after I submit my work I go back and check what it is that I could I have improved upon. I could have said this better or worded this differently to deliver a more powerful message. I am constantly trying to improve my vocabulary so that I am not one dimensional and predictable.
This course has allowed me to really express myself through writing, I feel free in my writing and do not feel restricted to a certain type of writing just to satisfy the other person on the screen reading my work. I am allowed to be me, take any direction I want, and confidently say whatever it is that I have on my mind or state however I feel towards a certain topic and not be judge for my opinions but rather my delivery. Society is all about putting people in boxes and trying to categorize people. It is nice to know that I can come to this course and have some type of escape for those categories even if it is temporarily.
In delving into literature, I have forged my own pathways, I have developed strategies and perspectives that diverge from the traditional methods I encountered in high school. Back then, I often found the prescribed strategies to be limiting, constraining the interpretation of texts to a single dimension. However, my approach now is far more critical and multifaceted. Instead of accepting interpretations at face value, I engage with literature through a lens of inquiry, constantly questioning the effectiveness of the message delivery and considering alternative ways it could have been articulated while maintaining its intended tone. This analytical mindset enables me to dissect texts with precision, probing beyond the surface to discern the underlying intentions of the writer and the nuanced choices they make in their expression.
Contemplating language attitudes has been an enlightening journey, revealing the intricate ways in which language norms can either empower or marginalize individuals within society. Recognizing the disparities inherent in language usage has broadened my perspective on societal dynamics and the complex interplay of power structures at play. Engaging with various writing styles has been a richly rewarding experience, offering me a diverse toolkit to express myself creatively and analytically. From dissecting persuasive essays to crafting my own narratives, each encounter has deepened my understanding of the nuanced artistry behind effective communication. Evolving my writing strategies has been a process of continual improvement and adaptation. Through active reading, collaborative efforts, and iterative revisions, I have honed my approach to crafting coherent and impactful written pieces. Yet, I remain committed to further refining these strategies to achieve even greater clarity and organization in my writing.
Delving into rhetorical strategies has been both fascinating and challenging, as I strive to incorporate ethos, pathos, and logos effectively into my persuasive writing. While I have made strides in applying these techniques, there’s still room for growth in consistently leveraging them to engage and persuade my audience more profoundly. Embracing both print and digital technologies has been essential in navigating today’s multifaceted communication landscape. From traditional essays to modern presentations, I have explored diverse formats to effectively convey my message across different mediums. However, I recognize the importance of ongoing learning to harness technology more adeptly and reach diverse audiences with greater impact.
As I conclude this self-assessment essay, I reflect on the journey of growth and transformation that I have undergone as a writer. From the daunting moments of staring at a blank page, unsure of where to begin, to the realization that writing is not merely a task to fulfill but a form of expression to be honed and cherished, my perspective has evolved significantly. Through introspection and perseverance, I have transitioned from a writer who settled for mediocrity to one who strives for excellence, constantly refining my skills and striving for improvement. This course has provided me with the space to explore my voice, unbound by societal constraints, and empowered me to approach literature with a newfound sense of curiosity and critical insight. As I continue this journey, I carry with me the lessons learned and confidence gained, ready to embrace the challenges and opportunities ahead in my writing.